I miss you deeply..

Even words cannot describe how painful my heart was to lost you. I miss you, I really really really do. I can no longer hear you voice, I can no longer see you around & I can no longer hear you call my name...

Bi I really feel so restless now. All I think is you but nothing else. I sms-ed to your handphone hoping that when you went back home you can see it.. I try to call you & waited for you voicemail (because there is the only place I can hear your voice) but your sis picked it up.

All I can do is to cry & cry. I cannot do anything to help you. All you left is your ashes. There is no more you in this world. I cannot take the truth. I feel so weak whenever I think that you're no longer with us..

Bi let me dream of you please. Tell me the design of the black shirt you like a lot. I will try my best to find it for you..

Let me see you, hear you & smile with you in my dream.

Bi...
Please don't let me suffer the pain of losing you anymore.


Come back come back come back.

Tell me all this was just a nightmare. Wake me up please..
Tell me where you went fishing again today...
Tell me how clever Ginger was.
Tell me..

I deleted all my friendster account but there is one left which I found it on Bi's friendster. I used that account for awhile only but I still managed to found some comment we wrote for each other..



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I went to see his picture comment & managed to find my comment for his old photo.


notice our typing was almost the same?

Thou all this stupid comment was nothing to you guys but to me this is so important. All the comment he wrote for me I can feel him typing all the words out again..