Marcus, where you went fishing again today?

I thot I will stop crying already. I thot I am getting better. I thot I can be stronger...

Just msg-ed with Bi's mom. Tears just keep rolling down my cheek. Some emotion still can't be hide.

Auntie: This is Marcus's mum here. How close are you with Marcus? Are you both friends, classmates, or schoolmates. Do you meet him often. Hope you don't mind me asking. If you don't feel comfort, you can don't answer my questions. Thanks.

Me: We use to be quite close for the past 2 years. We are just like buddy. I don't meet him very often but always dump into him outside. Sometime we will bring ginger & my dog out. We often chat on the phone too. That's all.

Auntie: You know him thru the internet or friends? Where & what level of school are you? Okay think don't ask too much. You may find me 'Lor so'.. Take care.

Me: It's okay :) Online. Currently still studying in secondary sch, sec 5. Younger by Marcus 1 yr only..

After a few more msg..

Auntie: Ok. Take good care of yourself. Cherish the people around you. It is hard for me to lost my only son. He is always with me by my side thou he is in another world... Again, Take care. Bye

After reading this msg. My tears just cannot stop rolling out from my eyes.
Auntie, I know it is really hard on you. But please be strong & move on. Everyone know Marcus will always stay with you in your heart forever. He left Ginger with you.. with Gin around, you will never be bored. Because she will be the 'mini Marcus' always making you laugh like how Marcus used to make you laugh. (L)

Anyway please take notes that this friday, 16th Jan is just hearing. The final (Sentence) will not be so soon. If may take about a few months or years. Due to Police still investigate, lawyers to work on it and many many more to come. It is not easy, this consider a big case.

**Any update about those bastard's sentence will be post up when I got any news from Marcus's family. **

Today is the 7th day..
I don't think I will dream of you ba ( USE TO IT ALD ) You're always so busy giving dreams to other but NOT me. So unfair :( You always like that bully me. See me suffer then you happy lah! Argh.

But still thanks Bi!
This is the 3rd time I pick up money from the roadside already! :D
BUT WHY ALWAYS 2 DOLLARS ONLY!! Next time drop big big give me ok?

Many loves (L)
Enny.

Yesterday It was the first time I feel so happy after your death because I thot it will be their sentence on friday.. But is okay. No matter how long, I will still wait for their death...

I hope the judge is fair but not forgiving them because they're young. It will not be fair to you if the judge let them off so easily..


Bi which one if you huh? Why all look the same? lol.