This time I really grown up

I am happy with my life now. I know I missed out a lot of people in my life already. But all this people make me stronger for the future challage. I am sorry if I even hurt you, I am thankful that you once appeared in my life. If only I understand the real meaning of friendship eariler, I will not miss out so many of you. Each different friend gave me different happiness. I learn to treasure people more. Now I keep the dark (bad) side of me away from my friends, no wanting to hurt anyone of them anymore.

If you used to be my friends. Can you still remember the happy time we spent together? I will never forget it, even the smallest thing we do/share/spent together. I blamed myself for not showing how much I treasure each and everyone of my friend.

Please forgive me

& of cause there are some really nasty friends that took away everything from me. Can I even call you a friend? I just want those who ever stabbed/hurted me "friends" to get their karma soon.

You know you cannot escape.

Lastly, NEVER NEVER BELIEVE. HUMAN ARE SELFISH. Think before you choose to believe.

Don't become another fool like me..

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New blog song by simple plan,

Untitled
I open my eyes
I try to see but I'm blinded by the white light
I can't remember how
I can't remember why
I'm lyin' here tonight
And I can't stand the pain
And I can't make it go away
No I can't stand the pain

Chorus:
How could this happen to me?
I've made my mistakes
got nowhere to run
the night goes on
as I'm fadin' away
I'm sick of this life
I just wanna scream
How could this happen to me?

Everybody's screamin'
I try to make a sound but no one hears me
I'm slippin' off the edge
I'm hangin' by a thread
I wanna start this over again

So I try to hold onto a time when nothing mattered
And I can't explain what happened
And I can't erase the things that I've done
No I can't

How could this happen to me?
I've made my mistakes
got nowhere to run
the night goes on
As I'm fadin' away
I'm sick of this life
I just wanna scream
How could this happen to me?

I've made my mistakes
got nowhere to run
the night goes on
as I'm fading away
I'm sick of this life
I just wanna scream
How could this happen to me?

I know this song is very very old already but I like it very much. Very meaningful about live, I guess? Hah
A very sad song by simple plan. Watch the video!